"If we cannot live so as to be happy, let us at least live so as to deserve it."
~Immanuel Hermann Fichte

Sunday, October 23, 2011

apologies

I have been told that I am constantly apologizing for everything lately, so I thought I'd get it over with first here. I am sorry that I've been slacking as a blogger. :p
It's been forever since I last tried to put into words my life of late, so lets see what I come up with today. :) lol

Okay, first of all, I have a job! I'll be working at Target, overnight stocking. (Yay!) I was originally going to have my orientation on Nov. 1st, but they want me to come in on Tuesday instead now. I'm nervous & excited all at once! The orientation isn't an overnight shift - the first real overnight shift will be on Wednesday. Go me! 
This past Wednesday I had oral surgery. Pretty much it was just like having wisdom teeth out, except that it was 2 molars & 1 wisdom tooth, and two of them were broken & had to be kind of dug out. :p It's actually hurt more the last 2 days than it did at first. :p I'm hoping to be feeling 100% some time soon. Oh, and I've had the cold my kiddos started passing around this past week too. Swollen glands, a cough & sore throat. Such fun timing. :p lol 
So yeah, I've been in bed a bunch of late. Haven't been able to sleep so much though. Still struggling with headaches on top of the aforementioned stuff I've got going on. I'm one exhausted girl, who unfortunately finds that sleep does not come easily. (I'm even blogging from bed - since today my head is threatening to explode & my jaw is not so happy.) Oooh, I must say that my husky, 2 octaves lower voice has been fun though. lol
Brandon finally got his first paycheck and built himself a computer. it's beastly & awesome. It's fun to see him doing things that make him happy.
Kirsten still votes that we move back to Riverton. There are lots of things about school here that she's not lovin' but there have been some good opportunities mixed in. I say there's hope where her feelings about Orem are concerned. (totally crossing my fingers there)
Alright, I'm sorry but my head is hurting & I think I'm gonna hide under my pillow & close my eyes. I'll try and do better about sitting at my computer and keep people posted. So much is changing here, and I've just been focusing on surviving.


Happy Sunday peoples! keep on smiling!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

so yeah

Wow, it's almost been a week again. Time flies when you're hiding your head under a pillow fighting headaches?!     I'm trying to think of something that I personally accomplished since I last wrote. Stuff has happened for sure, but I'm not sure I can claim to have accomplished anything of note myself. There have been monkey cuddles, and I've made cookies, helped with homework, searched job listings & done some laundry but yeah - just the same old stuff, and less of it. :p I do have photoshop open, and plans to get these pics done once and for all, but that's more in-the-works than anything. There's a million things I should be doing, and my guess is that the stress that probably helps cause said explosive-head syndrome is going to go nowhere until I get moving, so yeah.


Hugs!

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

an easy way

...to break the silence is a meme! I haven't done one in forever. Of course, first I have to find one. Let's see...

Oooh, a simple one. Will make for a short little entry. Five things that you'd say to you right now if you were someone else:

Smile! :p
Trust your own instincts. Pray. Things will get better.
It's not selfish to take care of yourself too. Kiddos need a healthy mom.
Chin-up! If you keep trying someone's bound to hire you!
You have such beautiful children. :)